A little bit too early, a little too late.

"Say it before you run out of time. Say it before it's too late. Say what you're feeling"
"Waiting is a mistake" 

Been through so much stuff lately, another chaotic month passes by. This make me thought of all the times, I held back because of fear, doubts of the unknown. Sometimes I wonder if holding it all in, keeping all the feelings and secrets to myself (was it a right choice?) , there are so many chances which I let it passes by. But after every missed chances, I always tell myself that " oh, I will make sure I will not let the next chance pass by like how it happened before"

" It's late and I'm sad" 

But guess what, it just continue happening over and over again. Until one day, I used up all of my chances and it's a little too late to change anything. It's funny how I seems to be the crazy, spontaneous one that dare to try anything & everything yet when it comes to this situation. I am a completely different person, maybe it was the fear of what will happen next if I actually took the chance.


" Fear is a prison" 

Indeed, fear can be such a scary emotions that hold people back. I guess there's good and bad kind of fear, well at least that's what I feel. Fear kind of keep you in check, good fear make you not do stupid things but it's confusing when you can't differentiate between good or bad fear. It just kind of jumble up when it comes to situation like this.

" We all fear the unknown" 

Like the quote said, we are all fear of the unknown. Here's to our a little bit too early, a little bit too late, like a different timing train - I guess we will never get to know the what ifs.
Thank you for reading.