Too young to love, too foolish to understand.

" Breathe" 

Love can be such a powerful thing that entwined people emotions, at the starting love seems wonderful, some might even think it's perfect and sink into the love sea. The wall starts to break down, you slowly slowly let him in bit by bit until he consumed all of you. He knows all your flaws, the way you smile and the way you move. 

The way he make you feel when he hold your hand, he make you feel like you could fly. The first hug, kiss, so many first adventures together. Every moment seems to be priceless, it happened once in a life time. It sad how we could't turn back time and re-do all of that again. 

" nights like these I wish I'd said don't go" 

All of the perfect moments, slowly turn into disaster. It's like a disease spreading slowly undetectable unnoticeable, it started off as small frequent fights until it become something serious. Even though everything seems fine but emotions starts disappearing , all the laughter- happy memories- lovely moments turned into tears- anger - apologize. The secrets you shared turned into weapon, the tears consumed you until you are left with nothing. 

When there's a first time, there's bound to be a next. It's gonna be endless. 

At last, the disease consumed the whole of us. Once the damage has been done, no one can really entirely remove the whole of the disease. It will always stay, people said heart can get broken and comes back stronger but is that actually the truth or is it all just nothing but a lie to help us get through hard times. 

I think, a broken heart is never really mend. 

We just choose to ignore it. 

It's funny how the people we thought we are gonna spend our whole life with, always turns out to be the exact opposite. Maybe, I am too young to love, too foolish to grasp what love is.